I want to be a better wife, and part of that is getting back in shape.  I always said I refused to be one of those women who gains a bunch of weight after getting married.  Hmm...  That went out the window about 1 year into marriage.  And living in rural Alaska hasn't helped with the eating habits, as we don't get much in the way of fresh veggies, etc.  I'm sick of it, though.  I WILL finish the 12 weeks.  I WILL get to 135 by my 35th birthday.